01 November, 2015

Going Slower...

I really hope you all enjoyed my 31 Days of Halloween. I had a great time, but this illness has made my enjoyment also stressful. I really need a rest. And to that end I'm going to be going a bit slower in my creating. I'm not saying I won't make things, since colouring and creating is a de-stresser for me. But I want to let you know what I'm out of pre-recorded/narrated things and therefore anything that goes up here or on my YouTube must be done in the moment and trying to keep up with my current schedule is just not possible right now.

I have no idea when I'll start feeling better. I got sick on October 11th and it's the 1st now. I'm not better. I don't know if I will be better, or if I'll just get better at managing this new "normal". I have an appointment with the Cystic Fibrosis doctors on November 5th, we'll see if I get answers. I'm not holding out hope though, my doctors are terrible. Really, just really bad. But we'll see. As it is, I'm barely eating, sort of drinking, and only sleeping with Nyquil pills and only on the couch.

I don't want to turn this into complaining, but I also wanted to let you know so you don't think I dropped off the world or that I don't care or something. I do, and I really, really want to be able to keep up with this, but this has been a really trying and painful time for me.

Thank you for reading, I will post/create when I can, and do what I can, and I'll see you then. If you want to keep up with what I'm doing, please subscribe to my various platforms (the blog, my youtube, instagram - all links are in the bar under this blog's banner) so you get notified when I post. Thank you so much and I'm very sorry.